Panic

Fear chasing
Heart racing
Throat closing
Mind dozing.
Tears race down my cheek,
The panic makes me feel so weak.
Can't control it,
Don't understand shit.
Palms sweat
Cheeks wet.
Fear, fear
Endless fear.
Multiplied by ten,
Not sure I'll make it in the end.
Horrid paralysis on my mind,
Nothing feels like it will be fine.
Find peace in sleep,
Till sleep I weep.
Waiting for a new day
So I can mold it like clay.